I'm Because of them...!

Exactly one year ago
This is the day that I discharged from hospital with the treatment for the heavily attacked unanticipated illness.
They joined me in unconscious state and Almost 20 days I spent hopelessly, which dejected me I cried for hours and hours and days with this weird and tightening feeling i just don't have any motivation to live, My thoughts insisted me to kill myself.

My thoughts about unfulfilled dreams and goals of my life dragged me into serious
Depression
Negative thoughts and feelings around my surroundings failed to heal my disease.

I haven't informed about my serious situation to my parents, i don't want them to see me in this critical situation, i don't want to sadden them. One pained morning i felt lost and told to authorities to inform about my situation to my parents
I seriously rejected their visit and adjured them that not to approach me.
The value of unconditional love from my parents even i rejected them is my medicine, and
Today I'm watching the world, everything is because of them, They cared me and cured me. They gave me this valuable life back with their forever love.

My writings and my quotes cannot weigh their gratitude towards me..
Thanks maa and nanna for this valuable life.

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